Oh my, i wasn't expecting my bora trip with friends would be an issue! Haha

Here, to clarify things, i was there for a project and somewhat a vacation na also. Hello, i think i deserve a post pregnancy vacation. Haha! Patay to, di ko pa naman kasama asawa ko dun, baka naman ang ikakalat mo naglandi ako, naglasing, nagwala, nagdrugs. Hahaha! Kapang-kapa na kita babae ka! Hahah. Yun kase ang gawain mo, pero para sabihin ko sayo, naging malinis ako dun. Ikaw kase, pag nakawala ka paningin ng una mong lalake, hanap agad ng iba! Kahit ano pang chismis ang ikalat mo, INTACT kami ng ASAWA KO, oo tama, ASAWA! Hahah. Gusto mo ng papeles? Hahaha.

Ang hirap talaga pag nagsulat ka tapos tinitignan mo ang sarili mo sa salamin. Isa ka ring babaeng maagang nagkaanak, pinilit magbago kaso talgang hindi kaya ng powers mo. Masaya ako, at hindi ako kagaya mo, sana hindi at malamang talagang hindi. Kasi ako, ngayon, masaya. At nagsisikap na magkaroon ang anak ko ng magandang kinabukasan. Kung sa tingin mo ay umaasa parin kami sa mga magulang namin ng asawa ko, hindi. Kami, pamilya, totoong pamilya. Masaya. Kung sa tingin mo, ako parin ung dati, mamatay ka! Hindi kase ako kagaya mo. Walang pinagkatandaan at walang pinagbago. Ilang taon ka na, malapit ka ng mawala sa kalendaryo, asal tambay ka parin. Pinipilit na iharap sa lahat na gusto mong buhayin ang anak mo, unahin mo muna buhayin sarili mo. Haha!

Eto lang tandaan mo, HINDI AKO IKAW. Marunong kase akong matutuo sa mga pagkakamali. Kung tutuusin, mas dugmok ka pa saken. Ako bente pa lang, bumabangon, Ikaw? Lalampas na sa kalendaryo, bumabangon parin.

Sana matuto ka nalng maging masaya para sa mga tao. Kung ikaw, hindi parin masaya at kontento sa buhay, magsikap ka nalng! Hahaha!

Wag mo na kaming pakialaman. Cool ka naman diba. Kami, hindi kami cool, pero masaya at kompleto.

Lahat ng tao, malaki o maliit man ang pagkakamali, may karapatang magbago at may karapatan bumangon. Ako, alam ko sa sarili ko, at sa mga taong nakapaligid sa akin ngayon na tama ang ginagawa ko. Pero kung para sa iyo, mukhang malabo. Ilang taon ka na kaseng nagbabago.

Kung ano man ang pagkakilala at tingin mo sa amin nung nakaraan, Hindi na kami yun. Kaya wag ka ng umasa na may mga tao pang mas lalala sa iyo. Ikaw na, ikaw na ang reyna sa lahat ng rhinocerous! (tama ba spelling? haha)

Lahat ng ginagawa ko ngayon, para sa anak ko, sa asawa ko at sa pamilya namin. Ikaw, para sa sarili mo lang naman diba? Hahaha!

Kung masaya man ako kung nasaan at kung ano mang meron ako ngayon, MAMATAY KA NALNG SA INGGIT! :P

LOS ANGELES, CA – The internet has been abuzz since this Sunday’s Golden Globes ceremony, where Megan Fox jokingly remarked that she looked like a man.

When interviewed on the red carpet, she said “I look like Alan Alda in drag.  I’m a tranny.  I’m a man.”

At the time, reporters passed it off as a jovial attempt to cover for her nerves.

However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported: she’s really a man.

Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee.  From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing.  When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.

By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’.  Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.

As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense.  Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.

Since then Megan has been working non-stop, and been included on many Hottest Women lists in publications around the world.

Megan, as she goes by now exclusively, also noted this Sunday how much she wants Salma Hayek’s figure.  She has even scheduled surgery later this month to get it.  After the two met in New York this week, Hayek offered to have a cast made of her bust so doctors can match them exactly on Megan Fox’s chest.

The internet is already speculating whether this news will be worked into the plot of the upcoming Transformers sequel.

SOURCE: http://weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man/

CHECK THE VIDEO:
http://www.metacafe.com/watch/2285484/megan_fox_im_an_insecure_transvestite/

whew! after everything that has happened, im still daddy's lil brat.

about a month ago, sadly i lost my canon 400d. will not dwell on the details, itll make me cry.

my dad just bought me a new cam. (well ill be paying half for it) a nikon d90. i know, i switched to nikon, no biggy. haha its nice coz it can take videos, so vitto's 1sts will finally be caught on cam again. plus, my dad bought me two new phones (that was the surprise). a sony ericsson g900, and an extra ericsson phone for my sun. im even usin the phone now as i write this blog. haha.

gaaad, im not bragging. this is just my way of thanking my 'rents after every headache that i've caused them.

thanks ma and ofcourse, thanks pa!

after all, im still their little girl :)

Yep! I'll be bringing my lil boy takaw with me.

Meet up's anyone? :-)

First things first, It wasn’t a walk in the park but it was all worth it.

Vitto was conceived most probably during the first months of January. (Details won’t be spilled if that’s what your thinking ha-ha!). We finally confirmed everything 28^th of March this year which was his 11^th week already.

First few weeks of February, I was already feeling weird things like I’d wake up really late, get annoyed if somebody wakes me up (like really annoyed), wouldn’t want to eat and would rather smoke, and oh, coke! I was craving for coke! But then, I find all of these normal. There was one morning, while I was taking a bath, my mom suddenly opened the door and stared at my body and she goes “nak, your boobs are getting bigger”. Weird but I was happy about it since everybody in this world who knows me knows how flat chested I am (ha-ha!). Then, Gib had to go back to Manila (finally after being delayed for 5 times already!) so I had to let him go for quite a while and it would take me another week or two before I get to see him again, which wasn’t sure since I haven’t had enough moohlah’s to suffice for my plane ticket. Days after he left, I can’t be dramatic as ever! I was just crying and would just want to talk to him on the phone 24/7. I’d just cry and cry telling him how much I would want to see him again. I wasn’t even able to concentrate on my project at that time which I was doing with my pakner, Toffer, so there was really one moment where he got really, really annoyed since we were in the middle of rushing to finish editing three videos and still I couldn’t get it off the phone with Gib! (Ha-ha!). Soon days after, I was able to go back to Manila and be with Gib again. I was at my happiest, which was kind of good and weird at the same time. For the whole month and a week that I was back, it was pretty unusual that I didn’t want to go out a lot or hang out with a lot of people. Id rather sit at home, and watch Hannah Montana! (Yes, Hannah Montana!) Or yet, sleep and sleep the whole day. By this time I already had hints that I was pregnant. But still, I was denying it, kept on thinking it would be impossible at all! Before flying, I took three pregnancy tests, two were negative, and the other one was positive. So I still kept on thinking that chances of false alarm was really high. Before, my menstrual period would get delayed for two to three weeks maximum so I was still hoping that I-was-just-delayed.

As March enters, I was getting really anxious and nervous about the whole I’m-two-to-three-weeks-delayed and was really thinking I was pregnant. I didn’t tell Gib about it, since I wasn’t sure about everything, not just yet. Young as I am, I wouldn’t deny it, thoughts of not keeping the baby came to my mind. Of course, I was thinking of what my parents and whole family would say. The friends, the unexpected rumors, the “shame” of being impregnated at an unexpected time, my vices, my daily routine of just bumming around the whole day, and of course, my dreams, my future! All that and more and I was just keeping it all to myself. So, One afternoon I asked this friend of mine to accompany me to Quiapo to buy the stuff necessary for not keeping the baby. I spent almost 1 grand for it. When I got home, Gib was asking why I was just locking up in his room the whole day and was just crying. I showed him the tablets that gave him the idea that chances of me being really pregnant was possible. My plan was just to drink the tablets and whether there was a baby or not, I’d just have my monthly period (well that’s what the girl from Quiapo said) and not to tell Gib about it.

Still, deep inside of me, I couldn’t do it but thoughts of shame and embarrassment still keeps un bugging my mind. Gib gave me the benefit of the doubt deciding about what to do with the situation but if I were to ask him, he would want to keep the baby. He was telling me that we’ll get through it, just keep the baby. Well, I wasn’t really going to drink those tablets; it was just for the whole conscience thing. I was just scared that Gib wouldn’t help me face everything and I was 100% sure that I possibly can’t do it alone. So there, we decided to keep the baby which wasn’t still sure at that moment since I wasn’t able to repeat the pregnancy test yet. There were times that I would feel really really feverish, but my temperature was normal. I’d easily get dizzy. I was lucky enough I wasn’t able to experience the whole early morning sickness thing but there was one time after we had dinner at a restaurant in Mall of Asia, while walking home along Bay View Service Road, I just puked so hard I thought I was going to pass out, but that was just one time. Then I started craving for fresh tomatoes and okra. I’d just boil them and eat it right away while dipping it in soy sauce and vinegar, that’s 7-8 tomatoes and okras in one sitting 4-5 times a day while watching Hannah Montana and drinking coke. Gib would get pissed at times coz I’d get really mad whenever he’d change the channel; I suddenly became a Nickelodeon fanatic! There was this one night where I felt really feverish so I asked Gib to buy me some medicines. He asked his neighbor if it was safe to drink those and they all reacted that it wasn’t safe for me to drink any antibiotics and it would be better if He’d just bring me to the hospital right away. So at 2 am, we rushed at Ospital ng Maynila and pretended that we were from Tondo so everything would be free. And we finally confirmed there through Pregnancy Test and Ultrasound that I was already 10-11 weeks pregnant, March 28, 2008. Seeing that big smile on Gib’s face while seeing the baby through ultrasound for the first time made me cry. We were both happy since we finally accepted that we were going to have our little angel soon, but there was just one problem, how are we going to tell our families about it?

I didn’t spread the news with my friends right away since I thought the very first person who should know about the situation is my mom and dad. One night, my mom called me up, she asked us about plans of going back home and all. I gave the phone to Gib asking him to tell mom about it already, and so he did. Mom was silent for a minute, followed by 5 minutes of curses and ranting and hate for Gib, then she just cried asking us to go back to Davao right away since she felt everything will be better if we were back home. Ten minutes after, my dad called, he wasn’t mad at all. He told me that all I have to do is go back home, and take good care of the baby. Two weeks before that, my dad also went to Manila since he was also leaving for Dubai. While having lunch, he kept on asking me if there was something that I’d like to say or if everything was fine with me and Gib. In short, he already had this fatherly gut feeling that there was something wrong. Not that he was sure that I was pregnant, but he was certain that there was something weird going on. I wanted to tell him before he left but I got scared so I wasn’t able to tell Papa in person. Right before he was boarding, I just kept on hugging papa so tight and I just cried coz I just couldn’t tell Papa about my problem, and I knew how much he could help and understand me if he knew right away. I didn’t want to give him bad vibes before leaving so I just kept it all to myself. I’ve never felt so much guilt in my life ever. So after mama and papa told me they have accepted everything, specially the baby, me and Gib, I just couldn’t stop crying and was just excited to go home. After that, I started telling friends about it already, making blogs and finally confirming it to everybody that I was pregnant and was expecting our little angel to come out by first week of October and we were both hoping he’d come out at the same date of my birthday which is on the 7^th of October. I was shocked with how much people reacted over it! (Ha-ha!) We had a slight problem at Gib’s home so we had to leave earlier and stayed at our friend’s pad, Che and Malaya. We couldn’t be thankful enough to these two for all the kindness they showed us especially with my situation. We stayed there for a couple of days while fixing where to get moohlah’s and booking our tickets for our flight back to Davao. Finally, April 09, 2008, we were back home.

On the cab, on our way home, I was nervous, hell could break loose! All that I could do was just hold Gib’s hand so tight and get strength from him not knowing he was twice as nervous as I am also. But, he wasn’t showing even a little bit of weakness to me that made me stronger. As soon as we saw mom, we both hugged her so tight, I couldn’t stop crying while asking for forgiveness. Mom as just crying telling me that all is forgiven as long as we take good care of our little angel. The very first thing that I asked from her was to cook Lau-oy, a certain dish full of vegetables and all which was one of my favorites and to buy me loads of oranges. Two days after, I had my first pre-natal check up. I had my second attack of UTI (Urinary Track Infection) during my pregnancy; the first one was when we were still in Manila, so my first OB which was still Dra. Chua asked me to refrain eating salty foods and drinking soda and gave me some antibiotics. She also asked me to totally quit smoking if I could since it could affect the baby’s growth. I had to let these entire things sink in to me right away. I was still in a state of euphoria, and was still trying to accept things.

During my fourth and fifth month of pregnancy, around May and June of this year, our little angel was already starting to make us feel his presence through little kicks and punches in my tummy. We finally confirmed through ultrasound that we were expecting a baby boy. The very first time me, my mom and Gib saw Baby Vitto’s face clearly, I was just in awe and tears started falling from my eyes. Me and Gib didn’t have a hard time looking for a name, we were certain about it, Vittorio Gabriel Mari.

It was a pretty rough road while waiting for Baby V to come out. There were times that I’d really get pissed and mad at him for still drinking. There was this one time that I left home at 12 am coz I was really mad coz he wasn’t home yet and I was pretty sure that he had another drinking session with his classmates from his review and when I got home, we really had this really huge fight I thought It was already the end of us. There were several times that I would already want to give up on us already. I just couldn’t understand the fact why he couldn’t stop drinking when that’s all that I just ask of him. What I didn’t understand from his point of view was he was just trying to make the most of it before finally becoming a father. Not that he was out partying, looking for girls and all, but he just wanted to unwind for a while since he was already pressured about the fact that in a few months time, he already has this forever commitment to a responsibility of having a kid and raising it which also scared him as much as it scared me. Well good for him he could still go out and drink while me, I was just at home the whole day, pity partying at myself which was the most unusual thing for me to do. There were times that I’d feel so depressed especially when I was just left alone at home while Gib was at his review the whole day. I’d just cry and cry the whole day.

At my sixth month of pregnancy, July, we didn’t expect we were about to face the biggest trial just yet. I had pre-term labor due to my third attack of UTI. Sometime around the last week of July, I was rushed to the hospital at around 1 am due to severe contractions and back pains that I couldn’t even feel my legs anymore. I was also feverish and felt very weak. As soon as we got to the emergency room, I was rushed straight to the delivery room already and was asked to be admitted right away. I was in the delivery room for three days since my contractions were to be closely monitored. I was already anxious inside since everybody around me was already in labor, in pain and was about to give birth but they still wouldn’t allow me to transfer back to my room since my contractions weren’t stable yet. Watchers weren’t allowed to stay inside the labor room so my mom and Gib would just visit me whenever it’s time to eat since I would ask the nurses if they could feed me which was just an excuse for me to see them again. I was bored and anxious inside. All I did was to sleep, drink the prescribed medicines and watch the clock as it ticks time. I wasn’t allowed to stand up even to sit down for a long time. I was advised for a complete bed rest. Even to poop and pee, hello bed pan! After three days, I was moved back to my room for continuous medication. We spent almost 40k for the whole 5 days of being admitted in the hospital, still it was all worth. I was told that for the next weeks or a month, it was a complete bed rest for me.

For the whole month of August until the first weeks of September, I was just at home and in bed. Thank God for DVD’s and my constant text mates who helped me cope through the whole bed rest thing. All I did was eat, sleep wake up a little bit, and then go back again to sleep. I had to do everything around the four corners of my bed. I really appreciated Gib’s small efforts of constantly cheering me up and making me laugh. By the second week of September, I was already allowed by my new OB, which was now Dra. Monteverde to stand up and walk around a little bit. We were also about to graduate from our 6 sessions of Lamaze classes. Our Lamaze teacher, Ms. Alex Hao taught us a lot about pregnancy and delivery. It was nice that we were educated about the possibilities that might happen inside the labor and delivery room and what we could do about it. We practice certain breathing exercises that can help me get through labor pains. It was pretty fun especially seeing Gib do the breathing exercises; he’d look so cute (Ha-ha!). Ms. Alex also showed us videos of the delivery itself, both normal and CS so we can picture out the whole process already. In the hospital where I was about to give birth; only Lamaze patients could have the benefits of having their partners inside the labor and delivery room. Of course, another reason was so Gib could come with me inside the delivery room to witness everything and take pictures of Baby Vitto’s firsts.

By 37^th week, I was told that I may give birth anytime already. That’s why I made the most necessary thing to do, take pictures with my baby bump and finally post it for everyone to see! My mom wouldn’t allow me to post photos during my early months, not that we were hiding about my pregnancy but it was all part of her a million and one superstitions. Also not buying baby stuff until the 8^th month of the pregnancy since it might be of some jinx. I went swimming, took pictures of my big tummy and all. I wasn’t able to do one thing, have a pre-natal shoot. Just as Gib and I were planning to do a shoot at home before my birthday, it was all too late, I was already in labor. (Ha-ha!)

^_-

<- finally! :)

haha. after all the pamahiin from mom na super bawal magpost ng picture or mag picture picture while the pregnancy, i finally sneaked out to post one! haha. here with mommy kuks, kailee and manang and ofcourse gib. heheh see how short our hair na! hahaha. see, im not that fatso hahaha! (cute noh? haha = P) gib has SHORTER hair now, shorter that what's posted. haha! i have this feeling he'll get kalbo soon. haha! (the daddy feel i must say hehe) gaaaaaaah, i miss mommy kuks and manang, and finally i saw kailee. (kuks: sa sunod balik niyo, may playmate na si kailee!!) hehe.

JUNE. it was a pretty rough month last june. twas just recently that i was finally allowed to walk around again, was adviced for total bedrest. i got scared coz we had minor complications with baby gab, his heartbeat was stopping and there was one day that they weren't able to detect any movement. thank God all's okay now (nagtampo lang sa tatay, nagbad bad kase. hehe). baby kicks a lot harder and stronger lately. lalo na when gib talks to him as soon as we both wake up and before we sleep. we have this so called "mansanilya time" before sleeping. he won't stop  moving not until walang mansanilya time! haha :)

JULY. gib and i had a lot of things to talk about, as a normal couple, we do fight, but we're okay now, we've talked things through and all's well. we had another ultrasound last week, but 2d lang coz it was for medical purposes again since we transferred to another ob (mommy kuks, lumipat na kame kay dr. monteverde) . the doctor requested for the sex, (there were really bad looks between mom and gib haha!) so yeah, the doctor finally declared that a baby boy it is. yee! gib won! haha (si mama tuloy nagbayad ng lunch hahahahaha!!!) we called papa right away and the declarations kung sino ang kamukha started already. haha! i saw baby's face! i almost cried. i was just staring at the monitor the whole time it was zoomed in on his face. (sa sobrang excited, nakalimutan tuloy namin ipaprint!!! kainis) the nose!! good thing he got gib's nose, super tangos! hahah :) well i gotta admit, baby gab looks a lot like his papa (let's just wait till he grows older beb hehe :P)

i gained another 8 pounds in 3 weeks. yay, hahah!! ill try to sneak out more photos soon :)

 

p.s.

thanks to ayi and toffer for maknig suporta my emo moment last week. ay lab you ninong ug ninang. hehehe.

It was a mixed idea of me and gib. Walang nagpatalo haha!! Since we still don't have any idea of the baby's gender (yet! but we're all guessing it's a boy! we hope!) we came up with a name for a girl and a boy :)

For baby boy:

Vittorio Gabriel Mari

For a baby girl:

Victoria Gabrianne Marie

Here are the name's meaning:

Vittorio - Its source is a Latin expression meaning "Champion."

Victoria - Its source is a Latin expression meaning "Victory." Victoria was a goddess who smiled on the ancient Roman people for many centuries. Early Christians adopted the name, perhaps in reference to St. Paul's praise of ''God, which giveth us the victory.''

Gabriel / Gabrianne - Its source is Gavriel, a Hebrew name meaning "Hero of God."

Marie / Mari - Its source is Miryam, a Hebrew name meaning "Wished-for child.

* We both liked Vittorio since it sounded really unique (and hot! haha). Marie or Mari , yes it's my curse hahah! i have to pass it on! hehe. Gabriel or Gabrianne to make it sound feminine because ever since we found out about the baby, we've been calling him/her "baby Gab" since we we're thinking both of us have been blessed with the gift of gab (o ha! hehe). We didn't really had a hard time finding for a name. it just came to us :)

Im going for my fifth month this june! Woah! 4 more months to go. It's so funny coz he reacts whenever Gib make's kwento to baby Gab before we sleep and as soon as we wake up. I can feel lil' kicks and lil' punches. Even Gib, naiiyak whenever the baby kicks (which is very one time big time lang! haha).

This is such a blessing. And oh, i gained 4 pounds over three weeks plus i have really really short hair now! ;-)

continuation.. haha

so yeah, gib bought me two pairs muna of maternity dresses. i liked them a lot. (thanks beb). we enjoyed lookin for clothes. haha! there were a lot of arguments between me, him, and mom hahah!!

i've been watching a lot of samurai dvds. yaaaaaaaay!

there isn't a time that im not eating. (literally) hahaha!

oh, i've been blogging a lot. as much as i wanna post new photos that i have taken since feb, i can't since  im too lazy to resize them and it would take a lot of time na magbababad sa pc which is bawal. so ill probably post photos after the pregnancy. (well except for the recent preggy pics, will post em soon)

GOODBYE MARLBORO (for now) but yeah, im not tempted to smoke anymore (MIRACLE!!). infact, idespise the smell of smoke and liquor. haha!! really weird. but good weird though.

and yeah, has anybody heard of the ulam "LAU-OY"? haha! it's my new favorite, well it's always been. we have it as ulam for almost everyday. it's pinaghalong okra, alugbati, kamatis, squash and a lot more. basta, tanong niyo nalng sa mga nanay niyo. masarap pramis. haha

there isn't any minute that i don't make kulit with gib. and im 3 times mas papansin sa kanya hahah :))

i sleep early now. 10 pm and im off to lala-land. 7:30 am im up and waking up everybody who's asleep at home. first victim -> gibran! hehe :)

MY BUMP'S BIGGER!!  -> i've bee feeling more lil punches and lil kicks from baby :)

 

well, everything's okay now. i've completely adjusted with the pregnancy.  more changes soon!!!

well, i haven't been going out for quite some time since my doctor adviced me for total bedrest (as in literally). so yeah, im just at home, DVD's SAVES THE DAY! :)

oh yeah, i eat 4 times as much as i eat before. hahaha!

bawal daw mag internet. well my hubbyness allows me an hour every other day. it's not healthy for the baby na magbabad sa computer.

the total time span of my energy is pag nalibot ko na ang buong sm. then, i want to go home na. haha!

thank God my withdrawal symptoms were just minimal.

bought maternity dresses yesterday. well not really those dresses for 80's preggy women. haha! but i find em cute yeah.

will continue this soon :)

 

NO, THIS IS NOT AN APRIL FOOL'S GIMMICK. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

#1. THE PREGNANCY

YES, I AM PREGNANT. 11 weeks ang going. I never realized it was such a crime for other people, i understand with God it is, but to human beings?

People can be judgmental. The part where i didnt like the most was when people started to talk about it, without my confirmation. Yes, it all started as a rumor, but i didn't confirm it yet since, my parents didn't know about it yet - knowing that they should be the first persons to know about my situation, out of respect ofcourse.

IM PROUD TO SAY IT TO THE WHOLE WORLD NOW SINCE I GOT MY PARENT'S BLESSINGS FOR IT.

So to shut people up, yes, i am pregnant. And i can never be any happier as of the moment with this blessing. Me and my boyfriend are still very much inlove with each other and as of the moment my parents are very much comfortable with my situation already. I know, they are hurt, but im very much surprised on how positive they were about the matter. Even my dad is very much excited to buy things for the baby.

OMG, and the lihi part. Gaaaad, I've been  eating 15 oranges per day. Plus, i never realized i would cry so hard at 1 am for lechon manok! hahahah :D

Im so proud of my boyfriend. He stood up for it, not only with me, but with his own family. We both have a lot of sacrifices to make. And yes, we're still very much inlove. BELAT! :P haha

I can't wait to post my baby's first ultrasound :-)

#2. FAKE FRIENDS / REAL FRIENDS

Oh yes, my baby was a blessing in disguise. It's just now that i've realized how much you can't trust people. I mean, now, it's really sinking in.

I've only given the information to 5 people i trust the most. And i didn't know one of them was telling other people about it. It hurts me because i trusted him about the matter. I chooseonly them thinking that they would keep things private without me talking about it yet, but instead, im very much suprised now on how much people knew about it already. Im not hiding the baby at all, it was just, i had my reasons why i wasn't telling people about it yet.

And for those who were spreading the news without you really knowing about the matter - PAK SHET YOU.

I regret having time for these people who can't even find time to ask where i am or how am i doing right now. I've made my own share of sacrifices for them, only to find out they can't do the same thing for me. Eh alam niyo naman palang buntis ako, di niyo man lang ako kinamusta diba? Kinalat niyo pa ng di man lang nagtatanong saken. Magaling. 

And for those who's still talking shit about me, Di ka pa ba napapagod? O baka wala ka lang bagong issue na pwedeng pag-usapan. O eto, bago, BUNTIS AKO, Ikalat mo ha!  hehehehe.

For the haters, just shut your fucking trap and mind your own business :D

I wouldn't blame my mom if she'd hate people like these kinds too.

For those people who stood up for me, Gib and the baby. thank you. to Josol, Dexter, Jay (jaroh), Toffer, Em, Che, Ekang, Ken, Jet, Malaya and the rest, you guys know who you are. Thank you for backing me up. Salamat.

#3. GOING BACK TO DAVAO.

We will be going back anytime this week. My parents wanted me to have the delivery in davao. Plus, mas maaalagaan si baby dun. I can't wait to go back and hear all those rumors and all. hahahaha!

Im confident. I have the greatest blessing, Gab (the baby), Gib, Mama, Papa and a few friends i know i could count on. We already have our own list of ninongs and ninangs. I have my own sets of struggles and pains as of the moment but then, there's nothing more important to me now but to train myself to be a mom, and show Gab how beautiful and cruel this world can be.

Even if i have to stop smoking for a while ;-)

 

i know, i've been gone for quite some time. thing's are happening so fast. and yes, i might be gone for a longer period of time though. i miss the online friends, my friends, the daily comments and replies, me posting crazy stuff here and all. gaaad, thing's can really happening in a click of a finger.

thing's with me are fine. well not really, but im getting by.

ill be back with my online life soon :D

i miss you guys!

im basically okay. there is one small blood clot that is stucked inside my head. nothing dangerous except for the fact that if it grows, then i have to be operated. thank you for all of the replies and the prayers. i really appreciate it, from the bottom of my heart. thank you :)

i just withrawed myself from school. not for bulakbol reasons, valid ones. i guess i just have to rest for quite some time. goodbye baon gang. hahah!

my phone also got stolen 3 days ago. PAG MINAMALAS KA NGA NAMAN. but still, i don't see it as that. things happen for a reason i guess. so for friends, please send me again your digits.

so much changes happening in a very short span of time. may it be negative or positive, i just feel something really good happening soon.

HANGGA'T CARRY PA ANG LAHAT, GO LANG NG GO! :)

 

i might not be online for a couple of days.

an accident happened to me last thurs. it was on the beach. to make the long story short, i slipped and yes, my head banged so hard against some rock. by monday, i had to do some citi scan and a couple of xrays for my head and for my back. im under serious medication now. i hope this isn't something serious. im scared though. for friends who has my contacts, you can still contact me for anything through my phone.

don't worry, so far, im okay :)

please pray for me. thank you.

*baby, thank you for being there. i love you.

 

THREE WEEKS & STILL TOGETHER.

it's pretty weird how we got together despite of our differences. we are the perfect example of what they say as "opposites attract". we had a very rough start (well until now), but we're getting by. we're still learning the art of LOVE. and the distance, yes the distance. it's gonna be hard, but i know, by heart, we'll get through this.

 

WHY ARE WE OPPOSITE?

first of all, i love my hair tied up he wants his tied down. he'd rather drink beer and me, hards. he listens to all those techno-ish kinda music, while me, all those melodramatic shit (that's why he calls me emo. haha!) oh and i shit bigger than he does (haha!!!) he goes for those clean heartthrobic kinda girls who goes with the bohemian fad while i go with those bohemian kinda lookin men. he's a vegetarian and i loveeeeee to eat meat! he smokes lights, i smoke reds. mom got his back, i got dad. im running out of words and ideas, so let's just put it this way, we're different, so different.

SO HOW DO WE GET  ALONG?

pretty simple, we fight and we make-up. haha :) it's not like we're the perfect couple who smiles all day as if everything's perfect. well yeah, we have a looooooooooooot of things to argue about. from babuyan islands to the united states. which is really funny, coz after every debate and arguement, we just kiss and everything's back to normal. we talk about things. we don't keep grudges. we always compliment each other. im starting to love the things he hates and vice versa (we're really having a hard time on this though) and he's starting to love the things i love. hahaha!! but yeah, seriously, we just talk about it, compromise, then... (it's a secret na. haha! :P)

UNTIL WHEN IS THIS GOING TO HAPPEN?

as long as we're happy, as long as we're inlove. we never forget to remind each other how much i love him, and how much he loves me back. it's just sweet as it is.

(he's currently taking pictures of a pitcher and a glass. he's sayin he wants to be in photography too. awww, sooooweet :P)

im not saying this is forever. but im happy, and i am really inlove with this man.

let's just see :D

(at onga pala, ayaw ni toffer alegado ng masasayang relasyon! hahahahahahah!!)

not another crush! :)

yeah, haha! i've been eyeing on him since summer (the 1st time i saw him). aaaaaaaack, he's my type-o-guy. the artsy fartsy one. the one who wears skinny jeans but doesn't look emo-ish at all!. and yeah, not another drummer. hahaha! :] plus, he's not kalbo! hahahahahaha!!!! he has hair! :] haha! we're having the longest conversation as of the moment and we're talking about pink and purple pasta! gaaah. he's really cute. but yeah, as usual, hanggang tingnin nanaman ako. atleast, we're talking :) yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

*kilig to the yellow marrow*

(laos na kase ang kilig to the bones! haha)

mahal na mahal ko si pongaloo kaya ko toh pinost heheh :) si png ang pinaka cute magsorry sa buong mundo hehe.

earl and ina and anjo: hahahaha shhhh

pong: ay lab you darling. hehehe! im not trying to make you look bad here, ka cute mo lang kase talga hahahaha!! mwah mwah haha

nagsimula ang lahat nung....

Yahoo! Messenger:

hyku desesto has declined to join.

Pong Nartatez has joined the conference.

anjo santos has joined the conference.

earljonathantech has joined the conference.

ina fortun has joined the conference.

pong: aw........
ina fortun: hala ka diha c hyku na gyud
anjosantos27: bai,galit na si hyk
ina fortun: pano kasi yung iba dyan sobra kung maka asar
anjosantos27: tama ka talga jan ina..
anjosantos27: tsk.
ina fortun: dba?
pong: cge nah
pong: oo na
pong: masama ako
pong:
ina fortun: kahit wala gina galaw mag una una ng away
pong:
ina fortun: asus.
pong:
anjosantos27: haha
earljonathantech: masama ka pong
ina fortun: di bagay
ina fortun: haaha
pong: oo na
earljonathantech: wlang konsexa
pong: hilom dha earl
earljonathantech: over magsalita
ina fortun: pong di ka bagay mag luod luod dyan
pong: mas masahol ka pa
ina fortun: bang! go earl!!
anjosantos27: bad..
earljonathantech: masakit sa feelings ng ears

earljonathantech: ur destroying the self-esteem of hyku
Pong Nartatez: I AM NOT
earljonathantech: hahaha
Pong Nartatez: HYKU
earljonathantech: yes u do
Pong Nartatez: I
Pong Nartatez: A
anjo santos: hahah
Pong Nartatez: M
Pong Nartatez: SORRY
anjo santos: ulul........
anjo santos: hahaha
Pong Nartatez: HILOM DIHA ANJO, ISA KA PANG GATUNGERO
earljonathantech: bro
earljonathantech: ipkita mo sorry mo
Pong Nartatez: : (
ina fortun: masg me sa kablia
ina fortun: *kabila
Pong Nartatez: GURL TALK
hyku desesto: saba
earljonathantech: wag mo lng saboihin
earljonathantech: video cam bro
earljonathantech: pra mkita tlga na sorry mo ba
ina fortun: hahaha
ina fortun: yea
ina fortun: and tungkol sayo
earljonathantech: mkita ung expresion ng face mo na worried ka
Pong Nartatez: WAG NU AKO I HATE
earljonathantech: hate ka na ng brkada
Pong Nartatez: LOVE ME, DONT disLOVE me
anjo santos: dont hate pong bro........
Pong Nartatez: or else. i will quarrel u
Pong Nartatez: and all will be lost
Pong Nartatez: and forgotten
Pong Nartatez: oh wat tradegy dat will be
Pong Nartatez: sadness befalls
Pong Nartatez: as springtime nears its end
earljonathantech: bro public apology daw
earljonathantech: webcam
hyku desesto: poetic lines never work if you ask for forgiveness, earl noh?
earljonathantech: bai un lng paraan
Pong Nartatez: hyku
Pong Nartatez: pls
anjo santos: say you're sorry!!!!
Pong Nartatez: IM SO SORRY
ina fortun: webcam na nga sbe eh
Pong Nartatez: PATAWARIN MO NA AKO
earljonathantech: public apology bai
anjo santos: public apology
earljonathantech: webcam
Pong Nartatez: DI KO SINASADYA
anjo santos: public apology
ina fortun: webcam!
Pong Nartatez: UNSA MAN DIAY AKONG GNAHIMO
earljonathantech: webcam!
earljonathantech: webcam!
earljonathantech: webcam!
earljonathantech: webcam!
earljonathantech: webcam!
Pong Nartatez: NAA SA LAPTOP SAKONG UTOL ANG CAM
earljonathantech: webcam!
earljonathantech: webcam!
earljonathantech: webcam!
earljonathantech: webcam!
Pong Nartatez: syut up earl! getawt!!!!!!!!
Pong Nartatez: mas hait ra ghapon imoha
anjo santos: no forgiveness
Pong Nartatez: o shit
Pong Nartatez: na up ko
Pong Nartatez: wait
Pong Nartatez: delte
earljonathantech: webcam!
geeeeetaaaaaaaawt!
anjo santos: hala ka bro!@!!!!!!
Pong Nartatez: NA UP KO
anjo santos: hala ka bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pong Nartatez: GAGO KA EARL
Pong Nartatez: SHUT UP ANJO
Pong Nartatez: POTA
anjo santos: adding insult to injury
Pong Nartatez: TAMA NA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pong Nartatez: LITSUGAS!
earljonathantech: bro brb
anjo santos:
earljonathantech: pgbalik ko dpat webcam na
anjo santos: sorry bro..
earljonathantech: dapat mkita kita ngaluha
anjo santos: hahaha
earljonathantech: habang nga sori
Pong Nartatez: HILOM
Pong Nartatez: HYKU
Pong Nartatez: SERIOUSLY
Pong Nartatez: SORRY NA
Pong Nartatez: @-:-----
Pong Nartatez: para sayo
Pong Nartatez: ina
Pong Nartatez: help me gud
ina fortun: ano?
Pong Nartatez: hay
Pong Nartatez: cge
ina fortun: ikaw kasi pala away
ina fortun: ayan
Pong Nartatez: ayaw na ng mga pipz d2 sakin
Pong Nartatez: :  <
ina fortun: hyku's gonna post this conversation sa multiply niya
ina fortun: ahaha
anjo santos: atik???
Pong Nartatez: : , (
ina fortun: so dat everybody will know how bad u are
anjo santos: awwww......
Pong Nartatez: OH
Pong Nartatez: GANON
Pong Nartatez: OO NA
Pong Nartatez: AKO NA PINAKAMASAMA NA gwaPONG LALAKE
Pong Nartatez: WAHAHAHA
Pong Nartatez: JOKE
Pong Nartatez: LANG
Pong Nartatez: TAMA NA OI
hyku desesto: hala nigara na
Pong Nartatez: PUcHA
Pong Nartatez: AS IN?
Pong Nartatez: PALAG NA KAAU MO SA AKOA PARA SA INATO?
ina fortun: joke lang!
Pong Nartatez: PAG LAIN MAG JOKE OKAY LANG PAG AKO DILI?
Pong Nartatez: AMPT
Pong Nartatez: CGE
anjo santos: amp
anjo santos: bai....
Pong Nartatez: DI NA KO MAG TEASE WHEN EVERYONE'S FREE TO DO SO
anjo santos: si earl
Pong Nartatez: HIGH
anjo santos: kamustahin mo na si earl pong.....
Pong Nartatez: CGE
hyku desesto: anjo, earl, ina, BEACH TA UGMA!
Pong Nartatez: ANA JUD DIAY KALAKARAN DRI
Pong Nartatez: LINTIAN RA

 

Pong Nartatez: okay.......bsta sorry hyks...lam mo naman i dont really mean it, buti pa iba di ka magalit, sakin lang

hyku desesto: friends na ta
hyku desesto: hehe
hyku desesto: nalingaw ko sa imong mga reply hehehe
Pong Nartatez: pressure cooker kaau ka
hyku desesto: sige lang ko katawa
hyku desesto: hehehe
Pong Nartatez: hehe
Pong Nartatez: kiss beh
Pong Nartatez:
hyku desesto: ipost ko un blog ko hehehehe

[ salamat kay YUN NA - ]

tang ina, seryoso, burat na burat ko mamehn! etong si YUN NA, biglang buzz, tapos sabay tanong, "nag post ka ba ng picture sa fhm online?" sagot ko, " ha? ako? "

ilang beses ko pa siyang tinanong kung ako ba talga un. postive. pinadala niya saken ang link.
tang ina, mga ilang minuto sigurong akong naghanap, wala parin, di ko parin makita ung picture ko at burat na burat na ako sa mga malalaswang picture ng mga babaeng nakikita ko. kaya nakiusap ako kay YUN NA, na i link nalng saken.

PAGE 18 / 4th photo -- KABOOM.
eto ung links:

http://www.fhm.com.ph/gallery/gallery/all/page/18?ch=shameless-gallery&ct=1
http://www.fhm.com.ph/gallery/gallery/7376?ch=shameless-gallery&ct=1



naknampuke, ang mga katabi ko pang pictures, puta, anlalaswa!!!! eh ung akin, dapat nga "ART" un eh. ang kitid talga ng utak ng mga tao.

na post tong picture na toh, january this year (2007) pa. at ngayon ko lang xa nakita. ang point, hindi ako ang nag post nito sa site na yan. kaya ako na iinis ng sobra.


AT ETO PA ANG MAS NAKAPAG-PAINIT NG DUGO KO,
ANG MGA LANGYANG COMMENT. basahin niyo nalng dun.

dun sa puking inang nag comment na " ganda sana kung kita ang boobs...". tang ina mo pare! seryoso, wala na nga akon boobs eh, gusto mo pang makita. bulag ka ba, bobo, o tanga? hahaha! pero seryoso, di xa nakakatuwa.

and point nung kinuha ko ung picture na yan ay tripping lang. pati nga nanay ko nakikita yun as art. tang ina kase yang mga malalaswang utak jan eh! tsaka puatng ina dun sa mga nagnanakaw ng picture jan! wala ba kayong sariling panget na mukhang pwedeng iharap? o maliit na boobs na pwedeng picturan? baka wala ka lang camera? tang ina mo! seryoso! mamatay ka.

at para dun sa hinihinalang nagnakaw na si

NINABJ


babe ka pa naman!!! OMG! tibo ka ba? o baka praning ka lang? mas maliit pa cguro boobs mo saken noh? tang ina, hahanapin kita pramis. kung di man kita mahanap, cgurado, masasagaasaan ka ng pison bukas, o di kaya madaganan ka ng elepante galing sa langit. tang ina mo.

SERYOSO, IM PISSED. NAGSISIMULA NG UMINIT ANG ULO KO SA MGA PUTANG INANG POSERS (nagnanakaw ng pics) NA YAN! PRAMIS!!!

kung sino man ang nakapag open nung link, pasensha, deins ako un mehn. at di pang kama beauty ko, pang sofa pwede pa cguro. haha pero seryoso, sa mga nakakita, please lang, paki REPORT. kase pag mas marami, mas mapapansin sha ng humahawak nung site.

i have nothing against the site. sobrang galit lang talga ako dun sa nagnakaw ng picture ko at pinost pa dun.

at para kay YUN NA:

salamat talga ng sobra. kung sino ka man, ang pagka manyakis mo, may silbi rin pala. cge, gamitin mo yan sa tama. at kung magkaroon man ng pagkakataon na tayoy magkita, sigurado, hahalikan kita sa pwet. kaya magpakilala ka ha, bulong mo nalng :)